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  • Listening to: Take it all - Marion Cotillard
  • Reading: The Tao of love and sex - Chinese philosophy
  • Drinking: White peach tea
So a bit embarrassed I do now provide you with: KEN!
This was a cosplay I debuted at J-popcon 2011, so It is quite some time ago. ups.
Well here it is, and I actually quite like it. It's not the most crafty cosplay, or maybe the most detailed - but it's damn fun to wear! I must admit that I still have issues with my "Ken-Smile" as it now not only appears on cosplay photos but also: in family photos, class photos, normal-where-ever-we-are-supposed-to-smile photos..
But still! Lots of fun, loved every minute, and all the extremely nice comments I got from both strangers and friends. Heartwarming!

Also! J-popcon 2013 has just passed! I cosplayed as Jafar, and got a lot of positive feat-back. Which is really flattering since it's the second cosplay I've done by myself (Zuko was the first if anybody wonders. All my other cosplays are either made by friends, closet, or bought in different ways~).

ALSO! I love con videos and, babu :iconkamirenee: made a really nice on from J-popcon2013! Just putting it here:…

Well I still have a couple of cosplays to show you guys. So I will probably update more tomorrow~!
Ken - Barbie
Kaoru Nishimi - Sakamichi no Apollon
Zuko - Avtar: The Last Airbender
Irene Adler - BBC
Jafar - Aladdin
Handsome Brief - Panty & Stocking /lots of photos I never shared
(Dezzi - Jubilations)/maybe
  • Listening to: Some die young - Laleh
  • Watching: GLTAS
  • Drinking: Green Tea
I bet you though I would never ever come back to dA? Well, I'm actually checking dA at least once a week. I've just been so darn lazy, so I haven't uploaded anything.
And that's the problem
.. I have tons of stuff I could upload and feed you guys with.

I will try to give you cosplay pictures soon both of my Ken cosplay - I used for J-popcon 2011, but also from Zuko, and Irene! I'm slightly embarrassed that you guys haven't seen any of my new cosplays since Eric (ohgod).
I will upload something soon!
Also, you probably will be updated with some drawings. I kinda started to use my tablet again, so I'll just give you some doodles.

I will tell your story and keep you alive, the best I can.
  • Listening to: Hot mess - Cobra Starship
  • Eating: Toffifee
So just to get my hell of a journal away.

Hi. I live. At least sorta.

excited about Saturday? anyone?
  • Listening to: Paradise - Coldplay
  • Watching: The tourist
  • Eating: Maccarons
  • Drinking: Burn
2011 is over, and we are now in the beginning of 2012. We are facing the year of the dragon, and I don't know what to expect. I hope this will be a good year, and I'm almost certain that it will be.

Last year (it's so funny to say that, even though it was just a couple of days ago, haha~) was not as dramatic as 2010. It was a year with a lot of friendship, and good times. I've managed not to get a winter depression, and I'm kinda proud? Haha, well at least I've been okay - very busy, but okay.
I've also achieved some of the new year resolutions I  made last year! Which almost is a first for me, haha! I'm never good at keeping promises to myself (not for a whole year at least).
But last years resolutions was:
- I want to see my friends more
I can proudly say, that I achieved this! I've been able to see my danish friends a lot more, than I used to. I also think this was the most important promise I made last year, and .. success - just saying. I'm so glad that all of you helped (mostly unknowingly) keeping this promise!

- Get over you fucking book, Aybike. It's not healthy
Well .. I got out of my depression about VA. I have not read it since then, and I think I will try not to for the time to come. I still get sad when I think about it, or hear people talk about it. So I think I kinda kept this promise, hmm?

- Loose some weight/shape up. 2-3 kilo less would look good on you.
I actually did. I've both gone up and down this year, and this was one of those promise that I only kept loosely. But I actually managed to get down 3 kilos since last year.

- Work a lot more with your horse, see if you can get to jump regularly.
I actually worked a lot with him last spring, and this autumn. Right now, I'm doing not so good with this promise but .. I think I at least kept my promise at some point?

- Do you homework! (specially math!)
... hahahah .. ha;; I must admit that I've started to do more homework, but not because of this promise. But because that I will fail miserably if I don't. BUT! I've started to take math more serious~

- Take your writing more serious! Checkup on the spelling, the story etc.
My spelling is better than before, but I'm sorry to say, that I have not had time to write that much this year.

- CosplayCosplayCosplay!
I think there is no good answer to this one. I've made new cosplays this year. I've been to photoshoot this year. And I preformed this year. I am pleased with this year, cosplay wise.

So all in all. I think I've kept my promises at some point? Well I actually kinda surprised my self ..

So this year. I can't even remember everything ... Because so many thing happened! Okashii were great. I became close with the Retardos, and .. I don't want to say that it was life changing but fuck it, it was! I've crossed path with some wonderful retardos - Who actually seems to like me! Can you believe it? And I have a feeling, that they will be there .. as long as I wish for them to be there (and even is I wish they would go away, they wouldn't leave me! haha~)
I actually went on stage at Okashii - a stand in I would say, but at least Bára had fun~ haha!

After that SVS came, and again - hello retardos. We added another person to the retardos, my stocking. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN DAMMIT. I can't even express my self probably when I think of the funfunfun. I was cosplaying Handsome Briefs, and had BBQ as my Panty and Louise as my stocking! It was so much fun. and forever a worm was born.
I also cosplayed Dezzi again and ARHJGRH HAD SASHA AS MY TOKEN! .. I cried. I still cry. Dammit :heart: This con was so good!

In the summer, I went to school in Turkey for the first time! It was a fun experience - learning some Turkish with other foreigners! Haha, but it was also in some ways, the longest summer in my life! I missed my friends. Even though I skyped a lot, I missed them like burning. But all in all summer were good.

Then Genki! ARHG ARHG ARHG! allmyemotions. BBQ AND KAMI WENT ON STAGE. I don't think .. I've been so proud in my life. I even think I'm more proud of them, than they are. And don't tell them, but I also think I were more exited than they were! hahaha~;;
Uh! Also, lodhgrjkhjjfghjkfgrtyu - Bára cosplayed Ace. I think I sobbed manly tears for that as well *v*. I have (yes they are mine) both an Ace and a Token. I can now chew of my leg with no regrets~
It were a great con.

After that, Sille and I made our closet Ariel and Eric and .. WE GOT THE BEST PICTURES EVER! Hahaa! Sille, Ali and I went out, in freezing weather and took them. It was fun. I hope you guys also had fun~ (and I know you are as pleased with the results as I am :heart: )

J-popcon were both fantastic and a bit uuh. As always the retardos are my stars, but the con it self where a little boring. BUT! I went on stage with Sille. The first time I preformed something I've helped create. We preformed in Danish, as Barbie and Ken. It was amazing and groovy. And people actually clapped. And laughed. AND CONGRATULATED US! And thought we were good. I was so - SO afraid that people wouldn't clap. But they did, and Sille and I had so much fun, even though come complications that nobody noticed haha pfff~ (Sille you did so well, I'm so glad that you didn't panic! And thank you for wanting to preform with me! I hope we'll preform together again in 2012~)

That was kinda the con part of this year (of course a lot of other thing happened this year, but I could not possibly write about all of them, haha~)
Other than that 2011 has been a year where I've made up with old crushes. I've got 'after confessions', from the two people I've had crushes on - or been in love with, almost at the same time. First from a girl I've liked a lot, and then from my old best friend - that well .. I've also liked him a lot. The feelings where on the table, and everything went fine. I think I have sorted it out now, and now that I don't have any skeletons in the closet, I feel like I can begin form scratch again.
And I think I did fall for somebody again. And I am going to confess. I've made up my mind that I'm not going through the pain of liking somebody, while they like you and you do nothing - just to, a year later, find out that they also liked you. Not again.

This year I will write no promises. Because this year I've proved to myself that I can keep my promises, with out really thinking about them. Therefore I will wirte non, just not to jinx it, haha~
But that doesn't mean, I've made no promises! I have some, but I will just try keep them, in silence.

I want to thank everybody for a wonderful 2011. Thank you for helping me with the problems I have, the demons I must face. Thank you for being there for me - all of you. Thank you for supporting me when I cry, or making me laugh.
The world would be so boring without you, and I hope you know that you ALWAYS can come to me. With your thoughts, feelings, words or just with your self. I always have room for you.
I'm not brave, I don't have pure heart. But, I love you guys - and you matter to me. So remember that I have ears, eyes and some sense of humor - people tell me, so get your asses over here and let me love and hug you, okay? :heart:

Thank you guys for being there. And please let me keep holding your hands into 2012, and out of it.

- Flybike, Aybike
  • Reading: Along for the ride - Sarah Dessen
  • Playing: Sims Social
  • Eating: 'Dream cake'
  • Drinking: tea
I want to write .. something personal. I really want to get it out, but I somehow don't know if this is an appropriate place? If you think that this is not the place; please tell me, so I won't do it again? M'kay? - here I go;

Lately I've started to dislike where I live. I live in Sweden, but with most of my friends living in Denmark, this seems to be bit of a problem (most of them are students like myself - and we are not all wealthy). And then I start to feel guilty because I feel like that. Like .. I have wonderful, awesome and amazing friends in Sweden! Like ... what would I do if I didn't see them in school? Or I could text her like all the time with random burps like 'groovy, bby' and 'OMGKDHGDFGJRE THERE ARE NEW PICTURES OF FASSY OUT ON TUMBLR' etcetc? But at the same time I miss my friends SO MUCH, I don't even think they realize how much I miss them. It's like a one way trip to hell in a bottle, because you are just you. You and the Miss.Missing. And I should be accustomed to be in the same room as Miss.Missing, since I've known her forever, with my father living in Turkey and all ..

I've also started to feel like I doesn't give enough of 'me' to my friends .. Like, I'm not there enough for them? And at the same time I feel like I'm overdoing it, and I need to back-off? It's weird because I know that my friends loves me for who I am, and that I love them for the same reason. They wouldn't want me to change, to give 'more' of me .. And I .. I don't know about that either.

Today I just realized how much I want siblings. Most of all I've always wanted a big brother - but in general: siblings. Many of my friends have siblings - and I've practically been like a big sister for one of my old closes friends  little sister (I almost lived in there apartment, and my friend in mine) so .. Idk. I just realized, I'll not have somebody THAT close there'll always bee there. FORCED to go through life with me. Family, that you cannot exchange or leave when you think they are a bitch. Always. There. I have cousins, but not anything as close as a brother or sister.
I think because of this I've found a big sister and a big brother in friends. People who I think of as 'they are always there, even if we don't talk for a while'. My so-called 'big sister', we don't see each other every week. We don't speak on the phone everyday. We often write to each other on msn, and if we have something important to tell each other we send a text message. But I still get that family-ish vibe from her. Is that weird? Is it normal? Will she be forced trough life with me?

Kinda heavy questions. I can not even answer them myself. But to spill out some text on a journal should help .. or? I don't know.
I just don't know.
  • Listening to: T.G.I.F - Katy Perry
  • Playing: Pokémon Soul Silver
  • Eating: air
  • Drinking: water
So .. SVS is over, and now it's time for a journal (how come the only time I make journals is after conventions?)
.... ... hmn.
Anyway! Svs was great! This time I socialized a lot! Not that I don't always do that but .. pfff .. this time I talked a lot with people, and it was great!/me gusta!
I shared room with; :iconawacko: :iconmie-rose: and :iconporalizer: omnomnom :heart:
First day I was Dezzi .. ehm - not much to say really, not about my costume (I still need to paint the ears, get the hybrid-shirt, get the piercings .. haha what a closet cosplay :XD:!) .. BUT!
:iconporalizer: cosplayed as Token. OM- ..!! ARHG I can't get out of fangirl mode. No - never! ME GUSTA SO MUCHOO!! ... FFF-. She really is the perfect Token cosplayer - it's crazy! And we got some photos, so .. soon I'll hopefully have the courage to show Jubilations the cosplays >__<;;;;;; /nervous much, yes?
Second day I cosplayed as Brief - handsome version, from Panty & Stocking. With :iconmie-rose: as my Panty and :iconchikaradesu: as Stocking. FFF THEY WERE SO COOL IDON'TEVEN! The costumes were great! Not only because all of the pantyshots, but also the craft <3 omnomnom.
Well I was Brief, and the white suit made me a bit awkward ... herpderp. And I actually got recognized like twice or something :XD: Hahha . .bet people were thinking; what is the random awkward dude doing besides those hotties? But a good think; My eyebrows were totally soulless and ginger :heart: thanks to BBQ <3

The show. OMG THE SHOW!! Congratulations to all of you who won :heart: you deserved it!
First the Rozen maiden show - gave me goosebumps! So cool! And the Tangled act? I love you girl :heart: Damn it was cute .. uhfurg you guys are so pretty!
Last ............ The Beauty & The Beast act. I've never cried so much to an act. It was amazing! Costumes, Probs, EVERYTHING! .. ugh :heart: .. I'm so manly *sob*.
Thanks to :iconmcfluffball: for holding my hand through the whole act. .. damn it was so touching!

Last day I was going to were Gilbert .. But .. THE HEAT! I just grabbed Dezzis stuff; and then again - I wanted more time with my Token :heart: Darling you were ADORABLE! .. Last day were pretty chill - Just sitting .. And talking. And the train home were nomnom :heart: First with the Retardo unites /without BBQ .. 'cause she just decided that she was to cool, and chilled with :iconthe-ice-nine: .. :heart:
And after the retardos went off the train, I talked with :iconagentmanga: and :iconzuum: :heart:, super nice! : D

conclusion; I had a great con! Hahaa! A lot of holding hands :heart:, a lot of hugs, kissing and laughing!
I love you guys, srsly .. I miss you so much, and I know I get all fucking sentimental but! It's true! I'm so honored to have you as my friends, 'cause even if you are mad - you are beautiful and great people. I don't think I've ever felt so right with friends; but with you I do. And beside the close friends, I see new friendship bloom all around me; people that actually likes me - and isn't forced to be with me .. guys :heart: I love you.

and now;

//Flybike aka Forever a worm
  • Playing: Pok&eacute;mon Soul Silver
  • Eating: Nutella
  • Drinking: Tea
Oh title I love you :heart:

Okashiicon preview, not going into to much detail .. buuuuut still :XD:

:iconporalizer: :iconeaster-centaur: :iconawacko: & :iconmie-rose: stayed at my place; and guys! THANKS FOR A LOVELY TIME! You guys are the best retardo friends ever (you too, forever alone, you too :heart:)! I miss you guys, already ..
And I was FINALLY able to give them their presents .. pfff; Happy belated birthday Bára, Barbara and BBQ! and happy early birthday Sasha :heart:

Most of the time I was really happy :D! I think I cried happy tears a couple of times - manly!

Well Friday we stood in line for like 1-1½ hour .. :c cold 'cause we were outside most of the time ;W; .. brrrrr

Next day I went as Dezzi (mah fav char of all times ..... I promise I will soon send Jubii pictures ...... I'm just so embarrassed ///// ). It was a nice day : D .. sunny and shit; lufluf! Well .. most of the day was nice anygay c: .. a little -erhm- misunderstanding, but okey! It went well in the end XD;
I was in the cosplay show as a; DAMDAMDAM ..... a sheet/voice/thingy ... I didn't win anything; but TinYasuo-Cosplay from my group, won 'Most alike' so; congratz :D~

Saturday night was .. ...... HILARIUS!
I need to say no more :heart: *giggles*

Sunday was .. ok c: .. I was a little tired so not so hyyyyper-ish XD;

BUT THANKS FOR A GREAT CON PEOPLE! I :HEART: YOU GUYS! ... Miss you all ..  a lot ..... ;W;.. baah <3

Love'n'Hugs ~
/ Flybike
  • Listening to: Vocaloid
  • Watching: The big bang theory
  • Playing: Pok&eacute;mon Soul Silver
  • Eating: Snickers
This is going to be rantyish - so I'll warn you now :XD:;;;;
But This is my journal - so I can rant about shit if I want ... right? D:

Lately I haven't been feeling very good. Mostly mentally.
My birthday was around last weekend; and that was great! Had a really good time :heart:. Not to mention the presents - thanks a lot everyone :D

I should not be feeling down - but I do. I feel like school is making me stressy (which is ridiculous - since we are on a pretty normal schedule?) - And so I don't want to go to school. I don't want to go to school, but goes anyway (well ... I. Have. To. - No point in not going) - and then I get sad, that I'm in school. I get silent, moody, bitchy, loud .. I don't know. I just go on my lonely train to crazy town. Oh lol, what a looser :XD:  ........ worst part is, at some points; I feel sorry for myself, which is really stupid.

I also think that I'm starting to get paranoid. I get so scared that my friends will ditch me, 'cause of my messyness; that my heart starts fluttering. When they don't answer or something I get worried. It's horrible, and troublesome. I know my friends, and I know they wouldn't ditch me because of this mood I'm in (Maybe semi-nicely tell me, that I'm being an ass buuuuut~). It's embarrassing. Well I guess I should just .. Try to snap out of it? .. oh fu-

Lol, on top of that; I think I'm starting to crush on somebody I REALLY shouldn't crush on.
I should stick to my; Crush'on'distance/I'dun'Know'This'Person crushes .. like ..Crushes on teachers and crushes on that guy in you school you never spoke with?

.... yearh.

Well ranty much? Sorry.
not really sorry /warned you..
Should write about something nice about my life next time. Like .. about my pokémon game or my horse.

Sleep would be nice now.

  • Listening to: Tarkan
  • Watching: Turkish TV
  • Eating: Baglava
  • Drinking: Turkish Tea
Yearh, I know you have waited for this - and If you are thinking 'NOES ONE MORE' then .. screw you guys, I'm doing it anyway :C

2010 have been .. a very interesting year for me. I've experienced a lot of emotionally things for the first time, and I also made a lot of new friends, that became really important to me, really fast. I've also been in depression holes more than ones .. And I'm still fighting with the black feeling that are clouding me right now.
   I've made some fantastic experiences as well! Like .. I got a horse. In February I got my first horse. Now, I just want to tell your all - I've wanted a horse since I was 4! And Now I have one, a big black Frisian boy :heart:. Hjalte. My dream horse .. I've known him since I was .. 8? And I fell In love from the very first time I saw him. He was me and my moms friends horse. But he got to big for a woman, shorter than me and with her 52 years, she felt insecure of his hight. So now she has a smaller Icelandic horse.
   So the fact that one of my biggest dreams came true .. woow. I'm still a little stunned about it.
Then Okashii. One of the best cons I've went to! I entered with some friends in the competition - and we won! I even met a person, that have become really important to me - and ofc a lot of other people!

After that I went down in a hole. The 5'th book of VA came out, and that combined with stress at school about my final exams ...... I didn't want to do ANYTHING, just .. crawl up in bed and lay there FOREVER! .. I talked with my psychologist and she told me, that I should lay the books away - at least until the 6'th book came out.

And After what felt like forever (3 weeks) of semi-depression, I went up again. I mostly did my homework and looked after my horse. I got up again, and about in the beginning of the spring .. I even learned that people could like me. I mean like-like me, like me more than just friends. And that ....... I don't know, that was a big surprise for me. And I was so stunned, that I couldn't give the person an answer.
But I must say that was a big thing for me - you never really realize you can be liked that way, before somebody says it to your face - I couldn't.

After that; SVS .. The first convention, along way from home, that I went to - all alone. I'm proud as hell. Trololol. But actually I wasn't alone at all! On the train to svs I met a girl, That soon would become a friend I like a lot. At the convention, we re did my room, so I stayed with some friends instead (and for my room price we got breakfast :heart:). It was an semi-good con, but the atmosphere! WOW, people where happy all around me, so I couldn't be anything else. I also gave the person who confessed to me a rejection. And I learned that it is much easier said than done 'face to face'. And I was honest at that time, and now ... now I wish I had done it differently, but we learn as we live.

Summer came, and I went to turkey. I even got one of those 'GODDAMMIT I'M UGLY!' flips .. worse than normal I mean, pfff. Turkey was lovely as always, nice warm, and family. So it was good.
   Then Genki. Oh, hot hot I tell you! And I was a little bit sick .. ugh. But It was nice to see all of my friends again. I even had a little personal .. inferno, at this con. I got to know that another dear person liked me (like-like) .. And, even for the second time I was stunned that somebody could LIKE-LIKE me. I told that person that I liked the friendship we had, and the person told me, that she just needed a no - 'Cause she also liked the friendship. I even had to draw a clear line to the first person, and I actually cried at this con - but thankfully I have AMAZING friends ... even if I look like a cow when I cry, they stayed by my side.

After the summer vacation I started in gymnasium. SHITSHITSHIT I was nervous! But it went out okey - I got in a lousy class at first, but I changed class - and now I'm doing okey! I actually got some new good friends.
   J-popcon went by, fast as hell .. I actually worked in the dealer room c: .. And I did a dream cosplay (still needs some retouches). So It was nice, a little weird, but I was happy - with friends.

Then .. bambambam. The 6'th book of VA (and the final, except for the 'spin off') came .. And down in the hole I went again. I started randomly crying in class, almost hyperventilated, got emotional, went depri. The sad thing, I'm still in that hole ............... But I'm better than before - going to talk with my old psychologist again so I think I'll deal. But I'm still touchy.

So that was my year, short (lol not) and the things that just came to my mind. I also want to add, that the last 4 months I've became more ... comfortable in my own body/with myself. I've been all 'I FEEL MORE LIKE A BOOY' .. But, now .. now .. I think I'm okey with myself now. I'm a woman! lololol, I'm not 100% comfortable, but a lot more than before.

Another thing that I would like to mention; Friends. GODDAMMIT I LOVE YOU .. a lot more than you probably know guys ....................................................................... Even if we don't see each other a lot, you are important to me (lol I feel like crying just by writing this :XD:) .. I would love to see you a lot more, and when I see each one of you, I would like to tell you what you mean too me (if I got balls enough) - even if it feels corny and stuff. You mean a lot to me - and I hope I have time and money to see each of you a lot more.

- I want to see my friends more
- Get over you fucking book, Aybike. It's not healthy
- Loose some weight/shape up. 2-3 kilo less would look good on you.
- Work a lot more with your horse, see if you can get to jump regularly.
- Do you homework! (specially math!)
- Take your writing more serious! Checkup on the spelling, the story etc.
- CosplayCosplayCosplay,

I forgot to write some things here .. I'm sure .. but now I've been all emotional in a WHOLE JOURNAL .. jeez, ..

I love you guys, hope I'll hold your hands into 2011, and out of it.

- Flybike, Aybike.
  • Listening to: Priest - Stephen Lynch
  • Playing: Oven escape - Iphone
  • Eating: Baglava
  • Drinking: Fresh made orange juice
:icontinyasuo-cosplay: tagged me in this .. taggy thing c: ~

1 Post these rules
2 Each tagged person must post ten facts about themselves on their journal
3 Choose ten friends and put their icon on the same page
4 Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them

1. I love mountains! In Turkey - where we live, we have the Tyrus mountains in the background and .. jeez, My family thinks I'm creepy when I just sit and stare at them. Sadly we have no mountains in Denmark/Scania where I spend the most of my time :'(

2. 'Lanet olsun' - Is Turkish for 'Goddamnit', and is currently my favorite words :D!

3. Jokes about Twilight will always be funny.

4. When my friends do something, like; preforming, a drawing or just does something that makes them happy - I get ridiculously proud. Proud like a mother is proud of her firstborn.

5. I'm easier to tears when I'm happy than when I'm sad .. In general I'm easy to tears when emotionally touched ...

6. I'm behind with 40 pages in math, ugh.

7. I'm more perverted than many of my guy friends XD

8. I actually have small hands for my hight ... lol?

9. One of my dreams is to be a novelist. But I don't think it will ever happen.

10. I think the Ninja Turtles are attractive |C :heart:

  • Listening to: 500 Miles - The Macdonald Bros.
  • Reading: Divene by Blood - P.C. Cast
  • Watching: S.G. 1
  • Playing: Lego Star wars II
  • Eating: 'Pepper kakor'
  • Drinking: Tea
I just wanted to point out, that I'm still breathing~! :D

I've actually been pretty busy lately *-*;; .. And mostly because of school. We have like .. A LOT of homework /I should do my history text right now, but I'm not. And I know it's lame of me, that I'm complaining. Many of my friends have even more than me ._. .. But Horse+Homework is a lot of work. Double H is not a nice mix D:~

And my horse did something weird with one of his hoofs, so he has been sick/somethinghorselike the last few days. So much attention to him :heart: Baw Hjalte ..~

OH! And J-popcon is over : D! I was kinda pleased with my cosplay, and the few people who recognized me, made me so happeh ;w;!
Now I will just have to paint my ears/get lenses/do details .. And I'm done.
And sorry for not saying the characters name here ^^; .. I'm so nervous about sending the pictures to the owner, that I just want to be all clear with the cosplay first, and get some nice *cough* orgie *cough* photos first. Jeez, just thinking about it makes me all fkdflh again xD;

Well I hope to upload some more pictures soon :3, and I'm trying to write an English short story :3 .. But with this hole school/horse thing going on I'm not sure when it'll be up .. haha .. pff ..

Take care :hug:!
- Flybike
  • Listening to: Go the distance (in danish) - Hercules
  • Reading: -
  • Watching: -
  • Playing: -
  • Eating: -
  • Drinking: Water
Okey, since the two people I ever made a real photoshoot with, was kind enough to say it was okey to load the pictures up - as long there was credit.
So I'll spam you with cosplay photos (that the most of you probably already have seen) .. :3

Thanks for letting me do this, and credit will go to you ofc! :heart:
  • Listening to: Things I'll never say - Avril Lavigne
  • Reading: Wicked Lovly - Melissa Marr
  • Watching: Stargate - SG1
  • Playing: Bubble Struggle
  • Eating: Singoalla
Thought I should do a little journal update ~ A summer update hmn?

So I have been in turkey for 4-5 weeks and is home now, jumping from place to place to see all my friends - that I have been missing alot!
And today I was supposed to be with :icontinyasuo-cosplay:, But I couldn't come in the end, 'Cause yesterday was my step sisters birthday (congratz sis :D) .. So now I'm thinking about getting ready to go visit my horsie :heart:

And :iconmineiti: made a drawing of her OC James :heart: - as i asked for~

In the weekend it's Genki! Who am I going to meet there :D? It's going to be awesome! I'm going as Sebastian, saturday - and I really don't know what I'm going to do friday .. Sunday I'll not be there :C ...

Oh .. and btw I got a blog and a formspring now : D~
I'll be happy if you would jump by and read on the blog and maybe give me a question on formspring?

Yooosh Flybike out'n'over~
  • Listening to: I'd do anything for love - Meat Loaf
  • Reading: The legend of Zorro
  • Playing: Wii Fit plus
  • Drinking: Strawberry tea
:iconthelupin: and :icontinyasuo-cosplay: Tagged me in this "10 Random Information" :3 ..
So I guess I have to do it xD?


• You must post these rules.
• Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
• You have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
• Go to their pages and tell them you tagged them!
• No "tagbacks", or I'll chew your arms off!


I like to dance. Seriously ..
I do it all the time, a little move to the left, a little move to the right~

I always make a 'music video' in my head, to the songs I listen to :3

I can't drink Drinking yoghurts .. As much as I wish to, I can't. They remind me of vomiting ..

If I could get a super power, I would want to be a shape shifter - like mystic from X-men : D

I wish I was rich, so I could buy presents for my friends .. I feel so dumb when I can't buy them what they want ..

Sometimes, when I do something I wish I shouldn't .. I hurt my self, often by biting my hands.

My OC's are a part of me and I love them. I often see them around me and they advice me, helps me keep my temper down, and comforts me when I'm sad. Do you think I am crazy yet xD?

wish I was more confidence in my self so I could walk around in no clothes at all~

I have a hard time buying underwear .. I always blush and feel that everybody is staring ..

If I only had like a month to live in, I would do drugs - I would die anyway, and why not do it happy with no worries?

Random facts - there you go .. Don't know if you already know about them but yearh .. that what popped up in my mind just now ^^ .

I tag
Anybody who haven't done it, and feel like doing it :3
  • Listening to: Vocaloid - Kaito
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts
  • Drinking: Water
Okey, I felt like updating, and take away some of the embarrassing crap I had T_T ....

First of all I wanna say thank you, nice to meet and know you to a lot of people : D! I really feel like a lot of people actually want to see me and talk with me, not just because we are going to the same school - but because they like me! It's a nice feeling, and I feel like I have many friends who actually likes to be with me know that it's making me all fuzzy just to think about it~
.. So thank you for letting me know you!~

I'm so bussy with school right now .. There are a lot of expectations right now, and I'm so nervous that everytime I wake up in the morning my stomach starts to yell at me ;w; .. It hurts so much, that I just wanna cry .. But as soon I'm out of the door and on my way to school it stops hurting. Every -fucking- morning .. aye

And in the afternoon I'm going out to my horshie <3 .. Hjalte. So my days looks like;

Auch my stomach hurts
School ..
more School ..
Hjalte The Horshie <3
chatting with friends <3
Dies on her bed

And .. I'm not that unhappy xD .. It's okey, more than okey! I'm happy alot of the time : D!

Now I really have to go to school - I'm one hour late D: .. See yaa,

Take care
- out
  • Listening to: Owl City
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts &lt;3
  • Drinking: Tea :3
I tagged myself in this meme, because it looked fun xD~~ ,, and I'm bored ^^;

The Axis Powers

North Italy (Feliciano Vargas)

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood.
[ ] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[ ] You're very happy-go-lucky.
[ ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies
[x] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[ ] You're a good artist.
[x] You can be clumsy.
[x] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something.
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation.


Germany (Ludwig)

[ ] You're very stoic and serious.
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog.
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to.
[ ] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules.
[ ] You work very hard too hard.
[ ] Your alone time is your 'happy time.'
[ ] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people.
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice.


Japan (Honda Kiku)

[x] You're very mature.
[ ] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one.
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood.
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time.
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world.
[ ] You can seem cold/aloof to other people.
[ ] You're good at practical tasks.
[ ] You need time to adjust to new people.


The Allies

The United States of America (Alfred F. Jones)

[ ] You love hamburgers.
[ ] You think you're awesome.
[x] You love to invent things.
[x] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films.
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people.
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts.
[ ] You know aliens exist.
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time.
[ ] You wear glasses.


The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland (Arthur Kirkland)

[x] You like tea.
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid.
[ ] You're very sarcastic and cynical.
[x] Your cooking is awful.
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before.
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy.
[ ] You're good at embroidery.


France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[x] You're very affectionate.
[x] You think you have a great fashion sense.
[x] You like wine.
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears.
[x] You love red roses
[x] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet.


Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[ ] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very tall.
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities.
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time.
[ ] You love sunflowers.
[ ] You love vodka.
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people.
[ ] You're very strong.
[x] You have a big nose.
[ ] You have a strange laugh that can scare people.


China (Wang Yao)

[x] You're very mature.
[ ] You're very superstitious.
[ ] You're very religious.
[x] You love pandas.
[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes.
[ ] You love Hello Kitty.
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[ ] You work hard.
[ ] You're good at drawing.
[x] You like sweets. (<3)


And now for some other countries!

Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[x] You are very well-raised.
[ ] You're polite. so polite people sometimes thinks it is wierd
[ ] You love classical music.
[x] You like cake.
[ ] You have a beauty mark on your face.
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away.
[ ] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument.
[ ] You've composed music before.
[ ] You tend to call people 'morons.'
[ ] You wear glasses.


Canada (Matthew Williams)

[ ] You're often ignored by people.
[ ] You look younger than you actually are
[ ] You love hockey.
[x] You love polar bears.
[ ] You hate fighting.
[ ] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy.
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else.
[ ] You feel under-appreciated.
[x] You're bilingual. ( I'm more than that >_>; )
[ ] You always carry a bear with you.


[ ] You smoke.
[ ] You're very physically strong.
[x] You've won a lot of fist-fights. ( I use dirty tricks .. )
[ ] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other.
[x] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics.
[ ] You like hot weather.
[x] You can be very friendly from time to time.
[ ] You look very tough on the outside.
[ ] You make a very nice role-model.
[ ] You don't let people get a word in edgeways.


Hungary (Elizaveta Héderváry)

[ ] You have a potty-mouth.
[ ] You like to wear flowers in your hair.
[x] You used to be a very tough kid.
[x] You're very reliable.
[ ] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy.
[x] You're very faithful.
[x] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike.
[x] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese.
[x] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next.
[ ] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it.


Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis)

[x] You're very loyal.
[ ] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together.
[ ] You're very serious.
[/] You have a lot of patience. ( often, not always ^^ )
[x] You think too much about philosophical stuff.
[x] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc..
[ ] You're not very confident.
[x] You were quite rebellious as a child.
[ ] People tend to walk all over you.
[ ] You're a born worrier.


Poland (Feliks Łukasiewicz )

[ ] You're very flamboyant.
[x] You're quite hyperactive.
[x] You can be quite goofy.
[x] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix.
[ ] You're very wary of strangers.
[ ] It takes you ages to come out of your shell.
[ ] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty.
[ ] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions.
[ ] You love pansies and corn-poppies.
[ ] You get up to lots of crazy antics.


Prussia (Gilbert Weillschmidt)

[ ] You're quite mean-spirited.
[ ] You're a bit of a hooligan.
[x] You're very loyal.
[ ] You're very good at tactics.
[ ] You hate Russia.
[ ] You love to fight people.
[ ] You can avoid marriages quite well.
[x] You're not always taken seriously.
[x] You like drinking.
[x] You want to become stronger.


Tie between France and Hungary xD ...  ~~
  • Listening to: Warai by Sasagawa Miwa
  • Reading: Pandora Hearts &lt;3
  • Eating: Air D: ..
  • Drinking: Water .. boring, aye?
Okey okey .. I stole this from :icondeiwentboom:

Anime Stereotypes...

Do this to figure out which anime stereotype you fall under the most.

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[x] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[ ] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[x] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 3

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[/] You're very sweet and kind in public.
[ ] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[x] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you'd literally kill for.
[ ] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[/] Schitzophrenic? (Oh how I love my rpg chars <3 8D)
Total: 2

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[ ] You have glasses
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[x] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[ ] You take discipline seriously.
[x] You have some sort of fetish for something. (Lol~~ .. and then there are those of us with more than ONE fetish xD~)
Total: 3

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[x] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrasssing remarks.
[ ] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yin".
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 2

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[ ] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you'd be the "yang".
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 4

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[x] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You're an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 1

Tomboy Character
[x] You feel comfortable in boy's clothing...
[x] You have short hair
[x] You have had a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[ ] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you're sort of in denial.
[x] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 4

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[x] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[ ] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You're an expert cosplayer.
[x] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 3

And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[/] You adore cute things and/or the word "kawaii".
[/] You use Japanese suffixes like "-chan," "-tan," "-sempai," etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like "nyo," "nyu," "un," etc...etc~~~
[/] You are considered gullible or naive.
[ ] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 2½

.. Haha xD~~.. non of those describe me very well xD!~

Aye :3~
  • Listening to: 'Clothes off'
  • Reading: Kaichou wa Maid-Sama!
  • Watching: Some random shit on the TV
  • Playing: - Spyro PS1 8D
  • Eating: Popcorn
  • Drinking: Tea ^^
Long time no se 8D ..

..  .. .. I have nothing to say ^^;;

- Out and over, Flybike
  • Listening to: Tinghs I'll never say (:
  • Reading: Fruits Basket n_n
  • Watching: Nothing .. really
  • Playing: ..
  • Eating: Nutella &gt;:]
  • Drinking: Whater, &gt;_&gt;'?
Hey, to those who read my journal .. I don't belive its many Oo?
First of all my life is a little difficult just now ^^' .. I'm kind of .. No, My Psychologist says that i have 'inner stress' ..
- So i'm not veeery vel at the moment ^^'
And it dosen't help much that we have 1000 of test in school now ><'

And oh yearh .. My Sakura cosplay costume isen't here yet .. I'm really going to break down if it dosen't come before J-Popcon .. ><'!

soo .. I'm trying to draw so much I can (; But betty is stil dosn't working so you can't se my hand drwings ^^' .. And that what I'm doing most of xD .. But I'll try to show you all the other stuff

- Chiao, Flybike
  • Listening to: Victims of love &lt;3
  • Reading: Fruits Basket 10
  • Watching: Boring stuff
  • Playing: Bamse og kylling spillet xD
  • Eating: .. candy &gt;:]
  • Drinking: Nothing &gt;_&gt;'
Okey, ..
Damn it .. So long time and I .. *shh*!
.. One bad thing ; Betty is broken ><' .. *sob, sob*
- My internet is pissing me of and bla bla bla ..
School sucks .. But that is not af new thing? (;

J-Popcon : D ..
Gonna be Sakura (;, The little sweet charry blossom girl form Naruto xD!

- Dunno what i'm gonna say, so just .. Ciao ><